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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

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have you ever thought... sometimes... it really never pays to be kind
wth.. no idea wats goin on..
tried my best to help in any way that i can and this is wat i get.. well, thanks alot mann...
i guess its retribution in a way... maybe?! "do not do unto others wat u dont want others to do unto you.."
it hurts when its so obvious how someone is trying to avoid you.. today was the ultimate..
i jus had to blog despite my exams tml.. grr.. i guess the other party thinks that im helping cos i have other motives in mind.. the fact is.. i dont! tat's why i have no idea why im gettin all this s***...
fine.. maybe i'm partly at fault too.. i guess.. maybe im jus being used.. maybe there was reallie nothin at all...maybe right from the start i shouldn't have done wat i did.. thinkin back .. it was really a wrong move... i guess... if not.. things would still remain the same... and i'll be much more happier like that..
why mus we make our lives so complicated and difficult? that we end up feeling hurt and stuff.. its reallie not worth it mann... argh! im such an idiot! should have thought of all the possibilities before doing something.. this is one lesson learnt... and i'll always keep the quote above in mind...

/ my happy ending... //
-avril lavigne-

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

::BLOggED:: @ 9/15/2004 06:31:00 PM