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Sunday, May 15, 2005

* jus a simple sunday *

seriously, im jus so so lazy to blog these days... and god knows why i spend hrs or rather..the whole day online.. doin wat?! i have no idea myself... haha..crazy huh...
the usual chats...kpo-ing pple's blog and frenster... seeing how some have become so pretti n cool..lol...
nothin much lately.. jus that im so countin down to the end of teachin... friday!!! i can so smell the freedom... grr.. a min in sch is like centuries mann...
i've got to seriously praise myself though.. fer being able to tolerate those monsters in sch...not forgettin how i always jus seem to be screamin at their faces ..u guys shld jus the see the crap they do in their wrk sia.. waste of time markin!4 months seem so so long yet..its gonna be over in like 5 days? wow.. time is really zoomin pass...well...its gd experience though.. at least i know now that teachin is so not my cup of tea... no wonder no wonder they say teachers have no life and they r cranky and stuff.. u know wat my frens?? it's true!! jus 4 months have passed...i think i've become an ole grandmother...so naggy..omg.... yeesh...
SCARY.

met up w "the satays" ysterday..haha... it turns out that wow..."alot of pple turn up" mann...
haha...we'll get that particular pang sey-er one fine day huh guys?! haha..well..not anyone's fault thou.. some r stll stuck in the jungle...poor things...
anyways, end up on an eatin spree.. haha.. eat eat eat...
it seems like whenever we meet up..we always end up eatin huh??
next outin..lagi teruk... eat eat eat! potluck somemore! aiyooo...
we seriously feed each other well mann..hmm.. *suddenly thot of our dr irwan's african cookies*
muahaha....!

the hse seems so quiet these days..everyone is home late... next day ..its off to wrk agn...
oh well... sds weird but yes..i wanna hit the bks really soon..yeah yeah..although i know once it's tyme to hit the bks fer real..i'll be whining agn...haha.. well.. tts happens fer all of us rite? we always want the opp of wat we have... tts life... lol..
australia...winter...kangaroos... kaolas.. here i come!
i wanna go check out druglord now.. apparently amy reccomends it... lol
im so into this kinda stuff.. u know.. business thingey(ahem..though i totally hate econs)..
u guys shld catch it mann! today!! lurve it!
did i say im an ebay member now? haha... for crazy adidas fans like me... omg u guys shld seriously check ot those vintage bags on ebay!!!the prices there r reasonable too! someone willin to sponsor me? hehe... yeah.. tts all fer today... tata.

::BLOggED:: @ 5/15/2005 07:23:00 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

* a totally ruined mother's day *
today's a totally ruined mother's day.
it was supposed to be a day where i decide not to work jus cos i could spend time w my mum.. u know.. girl's outing... out shoppin, have a good meal and jus chit chat etc...
but NO! my uncle jus had to ask us out last min( while we were shoppin) to hunt fer that freaking pressure cooker(god knows who uses that these days mann) jus cos he didnt buy a mother's day present fer his wife!wat the... wat sweet thoughts mann... last minute gifts.. grr... and yes.. everything's ruined! sobs... we went round and round and at last did we buy it?! NO! such a waste of time... wat pisses me off most is... the whole entire outing was bout my trip to australia... bombard me w thousands of questions!argh! is it recognised la...how much la... when u come out will there be jobs la... blah blah blah... oh god! like halo?! its not like i've not done my research! im the one goin there of cos i'll make sure its recognised and all! grrr........ the WHOLE TRIP IS FILEED WITH ENDLESS QUESTIONS! gosh...im damn pissed!so much questions as if u wanna sponsor me sia.. i guess this serves as a warning to the rest huh?! DO NOT bombard me w questions regarding my trip to australia for further studies! go do ur research like wat i did! endless appointments w people,agents,the uni peeps,endless trips to exhibitions,hours and hours of time spent on the net for all the info i need!i dun mind if u jus wanna know the gist of it,...but if u want details...come'on la...go find urself.. do i look like an information counter? grr... wat a great day mann.... :(

::BLOggED:: @ 5/08/2005 08:01:00 PM

* i've fired my boss! haha *
i hereby annouce that i've quit my job over at action city! yay!
woohoo! yeah.... now i have more time to spend w my family and frens!
arent u guys happy?! haha...
damn pissed w the management! and bosses always think jus bcos they pay you,they can push u ard! grrr.. and they jus had to pissed me off agn yesterday!
no way am i goin to stay there and still smile as if nothin happens mann.... @#*&^$%#
like wat yeli said:"dun be pissed!now he's ur boss,next tyme U BE HIS BOSS!" LOL...
anyways,im happy now! haha... will look fer another job sometime in june i guess...
i seriously feel so relaxed right now.. tat feels great mann... and teachin's gonna be over in may
i'll be even more relaxed!LOL! cant wait to catch up w frens! ahhhh!!
yep! i cant wait fer 14th May!

::BLOggED:: @ 5/08/2005 11:19:00 AM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

* updates updates *
finally, a new look for my blog and also updates!
yeah, finally got down to doin somethg fer this lil blog...
i like the way it looks now! simple and way cool... jus like me! hehe

anyways... Woohoo... im so counting down to the end of may
the end of teaching! finally... teaching those lil monsters n the mountains of rubbish(comin fr them) i have to mark makes me go bonkers. seriously...
oh boy...got me thinkin..well..i guess i was once/we were once the "lil monsters" too! lol.
a lil insides on the conversation w my ex-teacher....

mrs boey:so how lydia? how's teaching...
me: not that great... urgh... haha(in my mind...i was screamin out loud..."IT SUCKS!"
mrs boey: so now u know wat monsters u girls were in the past huh?
me:(i really have to admit to this.) haha.. yeah... poor things..those teachers who taught us....must have suffered alot...hair standing and all... haha

yeah yeah.. seriously..teaching's fer those really really patient pple out there...
and YES...u MUST have the PASSION,to really wanna educate those monsters... if not... the daily routine of saying the same things,doing the same marking, even scolding the same things in all the classes will seriously get down to you mann... its crazy!

k enuff of that... i've decided. to set aside june and july to slack off a bit.i've got to spend time w all my loved ones! all the greeat peeps in my life! im gonna misss them so much!
i've gotta go all over singapore! and gorge on the yummy foods b4 i leave. yeah.
hehe... so all are welcome to give me a treat ya! i'll be so very happy! muahaha.
yeah.. i miss jus chilling out at the esplanade w the "satays" n tokin crap,updating each other w watever tts goin on in our lives... i miss havin "me time"..jus goin to library...havin coffee and readin thru tons of books and magazines... i miss watchin movies,munching on popcorn...
yeah.. some of u may know.. tt im really super saving up all the money i earn now.. so yeah..means less buying of things...less indulgence on things that need $$... seriously...its crazy but syiok in a way when u see numbers in ur acct jump fr 3 digits to 4 digits to reaching that 5 digit mark...lol and now im like this crazy woman updating her bank book everynow and then..
me:mum! where's my bank book?? i wan to go update
mum:r u crazy? asik nak bankbk aje! no money go in update fer wat?!
me: hehe..who knows some kind soul bank in $$ in my acct ke... lol
haiz...101/2 weeks more... time will jus zoom pass before we know it...
101/2 weeks more to a new beginning..to a new kinda life...
im looking forward to it..despite havin to leave behind frens and family..sobs sobs..
its feels like one is being reborn... :)

::BLOggED:: @ 5/05/2005 07:33:00 PM